Parenting is not easy as I thought. Everyday, every hour and sometimes every minute seems to be different.
You will be different parent every morning to a child who also be different, sometimes changing in hours or in minutes. With change, some days will be good, some will be bad.
On some days, you will get enough sleep, some will be sleepless nights. There will be good choices and not so good ones. Sometimes decisions you are making for your child may go wrong, but that is okay, this is your first time. You will learn from your mistakes.
There will be smiling days and then there will be days when your child might cry for hours and hours.
In some house function, you will look the most beautiful, stunning woman but there also be days where you might look tired, sick with messy hair in loose gown roaming in house, running behind your kid, playing with him, feeding him, talking with him, laughing with him, and crying, seeing him crying.
But don’t get scared. Be gentle with yourself because your child needs you more. This is just a temporary phase of your life which will be over soon without you even realizing it.